Wow. I know, as previously stated, I am a blog neglector. But in my defense, I haven't had internet for about 9 months now. Lame, I know.

Do you ever wounder what your life might have been like had you chosen a different path? I do. I know that it isn't the healthiest way to live your life but I can't help thinking: 'what if I would have waited". It is probably the hardest question I have ever had to ask myself in life, but I know that if I had waited, if I would have listened to my family (my mother would be eating this up right now) and my friends (sorry I disapointed you guys) I probably wouldn't be in this place right now.

I thought I would have the strength to write this post, but on second thought, I think I had better delay it...